Well I decided that I am awful at keeping a journal and I need to be better. So here is my attempt to change that and who ever would like to follow my very exciting life can :)
Right now I'm working at the hospital I do inpatient dialysis and I finally graduate with my bachelors in science this fall with the emphasis on FINALLY!! Life has made things a little difficult for me and school like family situation etc but it is what it is and I'm almost there! Then what? I wonder that every day and at this point in not really sure. I do know that I am where I'm supposed to be and doing what the lord want and that is all that really matters to me. Although at times it is difficult to not know what is next. I live in a house with some of my really good friends which I'm so grateful for, they are the best. We recently went on a cruise to the Bahamas with a group of friends it was a blast!
I am dating the man of my dreams he is not perfect and either am I, but he is perfect for me. I have dated so many people, had my heart broken so many times and wondered why things just wouldn't work out. Now I know:) and I'm so grateful that it didn't work out with anyone else because he is so good for me. Its crazy how you go through life thinking you know what you want and yet the lord knows better. He puts people in our lives at the right time.
Each of us go through trials and we may not know why at the time but there is something that we need to learn from it. It is the attitude we have through those trials that makes the difference. Each of us will go through things it is the inevitable but we can choose to be happy push through those times and say what do I need to learn from this, or we can have a bad attitude and go through them in vain learning nothing. I have learned this over the past couple of years.
My father passed away almost four years ago, it was one of the hardest things that I have ever had to go through. Yet it was one of the most spiritual experiences that I have ever had. I knew with out a doubt that heavenly father knew who I was placing me in the right place with the right people that could help me get through it. I have never felt closer to our father in heaven than during that time. I know from experience that it is OUR decision to be happy or not. We can be happy even while going through hard trials in our life.
I love my life and im so grateful to be sourrounded by so many amazing people. I am truly blessed!
